re-posting (:

to hate is nott tha things i wanted!
i learn to grow up(:

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ii dont know why
i today felt like posting all my feeling out
sometimes i felt so terrible
memories kept rolling backk,but there is nothing i can do
to make the memories with life again.
my heart kept bleeding whenever i think of the past
i may seems to look happy but when i am alone i felt so lonely
the days without you seem to look so dark
the promise you once gave me seems to be nothing to you but to me
it seems to be so important. i fall so badly this time that i actually felt numbness inside me . wo de xin yi ma ler ! i use to the days i talk to you all my secrets
whenever i am feeling down and happy, you are the first one i thought of
but now , everything seems to be like a dream
i am such an useless dum!
i felt emptyness, i felt lost.
i wanna be happy , i wanna stay strong . I WANT!
i want backk my true laugher and happiness.
i lost confidence in love TOTALLY!
HELP ME PLEASE!
LIMIN!WINNIE!MICHELLE! I NEED YOU GUYS SO BADLY.I NEED YOUR SHOULDERS.I NEED YOU CARE AND UNDERSTANDING. i need all that so badly.

i dont know why i felt so down today.
stupid me!
i hate myself for being so weak
brr - WHATEVER!
GO AWAY! PEACE---

hahs , anyway monday will be christine bday ler (:
HAPPY BDAY GIRL! may all your wishes come true xD


难道爱会渐渐折旧 ?
连回忆也变成折磨
真心的想给你一切,你偏偏只想要自由
现在几点钟,风知不知道你睡了没有.抬头仰望着天空
一起拥有过的快乐,像断了线的气球

sometimes i really cant feel what love really is
我已经渐渐不懂爱是什么了 ):

记忆停留在最初时候,星光已不再闪烁


*JEANIE&
farkking love